Adults say that the most exciting and happiest moments on a student’s life happen in high school.  
I don’t believe in this before.Just because I can’t feel it.I thought, when I first had the knowledge about it, everything was absurd or let’s just say it’s true to “some” but not to “all.” But lately, when I tried to reminisce my past years as a student,starting from elementary when I keep praying for fevers just so I can’t attend school,when I’m still a “girl-in-pig-tails” and until now that I am already upcoming freshman student in college,I’m quite convinced that the adults are always right.I know some of you can already prove it but others may still ask: “Why do they find high school life exciting?” Well, let’s start when we first step into high school and that was in first year when everything’s like a new world.My freshmen year of high school was an amazing eye-opener for me. I still remember the awkward silence on the corridors of the HS department on the first day of classes.I am a transferee but  I know some of the people because i have studied in UNO-R
before.Freshmen times were full of curiosity might as well little fizzles. However, I believe I didn't behave like a good-for-nothing,a thing I would regret happening, and of course not a goof-off – not my style. It was also full of fear and anxious feelings. But I knew it won’t take so long either. All it needed was adjustments as
much as further push.I learned it is good to have fun… but just do your homework.My sophomore life. It was full of enjoyment and merriment as traces of childish behaviors trailed off. It was the time when we
forged bonds - strong friendships to be specific. Everyone was all in one hand as we started to become competitive in our own ways. Confusions fade away as confidence started to replace them in light.
 Those were the times when we were bound to rise and face any obstacles we learned to enjoy parties
I also met my bestest of friends which till now are and always be.This is the year most had their first love and
first heartbreak. The first time i fall in love, the first time this only one boy has ever really wrapped my stomach into pretzels.the first person that i truly loved but nothing lasts forever Junior year people change,friends leave,school dramas,but met new friends that completed the NINJAS <3 and the year we decided to join the UNO-R HS FOOTBALL GIRLS TEAM which i will never regret.These were the times of great battles, wherein you just actually need a good sense of fighting.My year was full of downs, cuts,and bruises. But I will never be someone I am now if those things didn’t happen.Uneventful year except ofcourse my first prom. SENIOR YEAR was definitely the BEST at first i thought senior year would be just
another boring year but This is the year where the teamwork of our batch strengthen. Spending spare time with friends and having a good time are equally as important as doing well during senior year We all work so hard to make the last year a memorable one.Senior events that make us more united.This is year that I had most memories in. Sports-fest  blue o'clock, prom, field trip  parents night, and of course our GRADUATION DAY.That without my my fellow seniors,Class org, teachers, will never happen. Thank you for making it possible and being a part of my high school life.If I would to go back in high school? I would definitely choose my senior year,Experience is said to be the greatest teacher, and I strongly believe that.
I had been through a lot during my high school years. There were many times when I was down. There were many times when I was emotionally hurt. There were many times when I stumble and fall, and barely could stand up again. But the lesson is,one cannot learn how to stand up and be strong unless he/she first fall.High school life will always be memorable for me, because it is where I truly learned what life is really all about.I learned to cherish the little things I have with my loved ones. I learned to be contented whatever I have right now.I learned how to stand still and be strong no matter what life throws at me. I learned how to respect,
care, and love the people around me which surely I will bring with me for the rest of my life.

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WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

absent na lang ako bukas sa CAT wala ako sa mood para pumasok.
mama at papa ko di ma ayos ayos palagi nalang away. okay lang
sanay na ako. ewan ko ba bakit wala na akong may nararamdaman
pag nag-aaway sila hindi na ako umiiyak katulad ng dati. naalala ko noon
umiiyak ako hanggang sa pagtulog nang andito pa mama ko at nagsusumbatan
sila ni papa tungkol sa bagay na hnd ko pwedeng masabi dito :)  si lola lang nakakaalam kung gaano ako ka affected noon ngayon, naalala ko na lang sabi ni lola ko na magiging strong ako pagdating ng araw,kasi marami na akong naranasang problema bata pa lang ako. siguro naging tama nga si lola
miss na miss ko na lola ko.siya nag-alaga samin nung nag abroad na mama ko
sana okay lang siya sa heaven :( .naaalala ko noon pag may mga meeting sa school walang
andyan para umintindi sakin, pag may program sa school ako lang mag-isa ang umaayos
sa sarili ko, pero kahit ganon naging okay pa rin ako at natutunan kung bumangon na mag-isa
naging independent ako .mahal na mahal ko mama at papa ko kahit hindi man sila mag kaayos
alam ko namang andyan sila pag kailangan ko na nang tulong ,sana nga. sila pa rin ang nagsisilbing inspirasyon ko para makatapos ng pag-aaral at pinapangako ko talaga sa sarili ko magiging maayos buhay ko pagdating ng araw. ;)

And I had it all, I had him right there where I wanted him

She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause

She took him faster than you can say sabotage

I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected it

I underestimated just who I was dealing with

She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum

She underestimated just who she was stealing from

She's not a saint, and she's not what you think

She's an actress, whoa

She's better known for the things that she does

On the mattress, whoa

Soon she's gonna find stealing other people's toys

On the playground won't make you many friends

She should keep in mind, she should keep in mind

There is nothing I do better than revenge!

She lives her life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
She thinks I'm psycho 'cause I like to rhyme her name with things but

Sophistication isn't what you wear or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh, they didn't teach you that in prep school, so it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity

I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard?
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honey
You might have him, but I always get the last word :)

And do you still feel like you know what you're doing?
'Cause I don't think you do
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing?
I don't think you do, I don't think you do

Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
'Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you can say sabotage!

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early summer 'o12
it will be my favorite memory because June is 
approaching and we will all be back to school again. :) till we meet again Summer. 
i really enjoy and  had fun under the sun ♥



          a picture of the cast from your favorite show



so OKAY -.- i got nothing to do. and i'm really bored so i try this 3o day photo challenge. :)


My perfect guy? Someone who's really nice, someone who i can bring home with me and introduce to my family, someone who i can trust and who can trust me, someone who wont give up on me no matter how hard i am to deal with, someone who will love me no matter what,someone that will love me for me, someone who can carry a conversation since i pretty much kill conversations on accident, someone who listens to my stories no matter how stupid it is, someone who gives me good advice, someone who wont force me into doing things i don't want to do, someone who wont keep our relationship a secret but instead be proud of having me, someone who's okay with taking things slow, someone who is respectful of me and my decisions, someone who loves my imperfections, someone who doesn't want me to change but loves me just the way i am, someone who can stay up and sing me to sleep when i cant sleep, someone who wants to be with me and will make an effort to see me as much as he can, someone who gives me his shirt/jacket, someone who isn't afraid to show how much he loves me in front of my friends, someone who'll have movie marathons with me, someone who cant stand seeing me sad, someone who'll kiss/hug me unexpectedly, someone who opens the door for me, someone who makes me feel safe, someone who will never cheat on me, someone who will tell me the truth no matter what, someone who'll put his arm around me when watching movies, and lastly, someone who will never let me doubt his love for me.  i hope someday i can find the perfect guy for me. ♥

Words and hearts should be handled with care for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair.

It is tough to stay single in this world where everybody expects you to be with somebody

. What they fail to realize is that staying single is not about having no choice. rather,  it’s an opportunity to make intelligent choices. There will come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that  person started hating us but because we found out that they’d be happier if we let them go. There’s no use holding on to a feeling that’s already dead. If he belongs to someone else now, then let it be that way. Don’t waste time waiting for someone who never really cared about how you’ve felt. A heartbreak isn’t as loud as a bomb exploding,sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling and the most painful thing is no one really hears except you Losing the one you love hurts. Some people may say that you’ll get over that person easily but in reality, it’s not. Especially when that person you love is the only  one you ever did.

You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see. Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you. The same way you hurt me. i won't look back for you so don't come running back to me,even if i lay awake,even if you were the only one i'd see, the only one i ever loved,even if i look sad don't pity me,i haven't left any love for you in my heart,in time we'll be so grown apart,there could never be a place for you,nothing you can do,so i have to go,even if you have no goodbyes to say,it's going to be alright, I'll be OKAY. :'( </3

Never stay with someone who doesn’t show you that you deserve

 the universe. Don’t do anyone any favors when all they 

do is make you sacrifice yourself. You deserve more than you

 give yourself credit for. Know that you should never settle

 for someone who can’t prove their words for you. Most of all,

 love yourself, then everything well will follow after.

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